One on the
most fascinating and inspiring aspects of Mormon theology, to me, is theosis. While
the idea of humans becoming gods is not a concept unique to Mormonism, I have
found no other religion that is so immersively drenched in process theology,
eternal progression, and Godhood. As a woman though, I have often felt
uncertain as to where I fit into the narrative when our female deity seemed
almost absent from our conversations, praise, and worship. In my mind, it made
practical sense to worship what I might become, and that was not Heavenly
Father.
I recall
hearing the word priestess for the
first time in the temple. I'd never heard that word until that point, or at
least I hadn’t recognized it. It was among the most beautiful words I ever
heard. While my first
experience in the temple was not a particularly pleasant one, I remember feeling
captivated by the word priestess. It
felt feminine, holy, powerful, humble, empowering, and lovely--all at the same
time. I wanted to be a priestess, even though I had no idea what that looked
like. Could women be trusted to speak, act, and preach with the power and authority
of God? I still have many unanswered questions, but it was clear I was not the
only one searching for answers. Women are longing for more than what they are
hearing in a church pew, conference center, or temple.
In my
search, I recently bought a copy of At
the Pulpit: 185 Years of Discourses by Latter-day Saint Women, which is a compilation
of teachings, prayers, and speeches ranging from General Conference to The World's Congress of Representative Women. I devoured the book. I was particularly inspired
by the words of women in the early years of the church, especially those involved
in the Utah Woman Suffrage Association. Reading the words of these women
speaking authoritatively on theosis, empowerment, and divine purpose was something
I longed for. If there was one thing the book was lacking it was the voices of women of color, which I would certainly like to read more of.
Here are a few of my favorite
excerpts from the book:
"When we take into consideration
the many opportunities and various ways of usefulness, and the amount of good
that may be accomplished by us who are engaged in so great a cause, some of you
may feel that it is not our prerogative to interfere in the least, or to take
one step towards building up the kingdom of God. But I feel that it is a
mistaken idea to suppose that we cannot perform acts that would ennoble our character and position, when we are so nearly allied to the brother and of the
priesthood, and they required to use strenuous efforts to advance the cause of
God."
—Elicia A. Grist (Millennial Star, May 4, 1861)
"We all desire to be good and
useful, so let us put our good desire into execution, for it is in our power to
do so."
—Mary Ann Freeze (Salt Lake City 11th Ward Young Men's and
Young Ladies Mutual Improvement Association, January 1879)
"We have been instructed that
each one of us in our organizations is endowed with the germs of every faculty
requisite to constitute a god or goddess. These little ones in their mothers
arms have the germs of all the capacity which we exhibit, and what constitutes
the difference between them and ourselves? Merely a lack of development in
them, and this development requires cultivation, energy, and perseverance. The
organization of the Female Relief Society places the sisters in positions to
bring into exercise and thus develop all of our faculties: that's in doing good
to others, we benefit ourselves...let us try to realize our responsibilities
and honor our position."
—Eliza R. Snow (Salt Lake City 17th Ward
Relief Society, February 18, 1869)
"The time was when thought that
our husbands would save us, independent of our own exertions. Now we understand
that instead of depending entirely on her husband's for salvation imposition,
we have to work them out ourselves. The responsibility and labor that develop
upon women are becoming more important. If society is reformed, it is to a
great extent because women are refined."
—Eliza R. Snow (given in
Kanab Relief Society written in Women's Exponent, April 1, 1881) Recorded by M.
Elizabeth Little
"Wilt thou be with woman as thou
hast with man, to strengthen her where she is weak that she may aid in the
defense of truth and right and where her voice is heard throughout the broad
face of the earth, make it have echo in the hearts of the honest, and may she
serve to smooth the wrinkles of unjust laws, as she does and has, The pillows
beneath the aching head of the eye soldiers and servants. We prayed the that
doubt wilt blessed by handmaidens here in this little nook in the valley of the
mountains, that we may perform noble and grand acts that will compare with the
grandeur of the mountains around."
—Elvira S. Barney (Utah Woman Suffrage
Association prewritten prayer, Temple Square Assembly Hall, October 7, 1889)
"Woman has been given the power,
the honor to open the door through which all must pass ere they can enter that
advanced stage of action and go forward in the work of progression which has
been designed and marked out by our Heavenly Parents. I say parents, because
while we hear a great deal about our Heavenly Father, and very little, if
anything, about our Heavenly Mother, reason and revelation both teach us that
we must also have a Mother there."
—Mattie Horne Tingey (The World's Congress of Representative Women, May 19, 1893)
"Why is it today there is so
much broader a view taken of woman's position than before? Because woman
herself is beginning to feel that she is an enlightened, responsible being,
with a mind capable of the highest intelligence, with talents that it is her duty
to develop and use for the advancement and elevation of the human family. This
feeling is gradually but steadily growing; it is being felt throughout the
world and it will continue to grow until it becomes a power in the earth. All
honor to the noble women of this Congress, who have stood firm in the face of
severe opposition, bitter scorn oft times, and dared to maintain their
convictions of truth and right. May their number increase, and their influence
be felt until it reaches every nook and corner of the inhabitable
globe."
—Mattie Horne Tingey (The World's Congress of Representative Women,
May 19, 1893)
"It is proper on occasions like
this to consider such topics as shall be of the highest benefit to womankind;
into my mind, it is fitting to discuss here that capacity of mind in which
woman is preeminently fitted to excel. [...] They that knock with study and
faith's assurance have the narrow way opened to them and I received into
communion with the infinite Father and Mother, are permitted to enter hollowed
mansions, to attend the school of the profits, and by advancing steps, to reach
the school of the gods, where they learn the process by which worlds are
organized by the combining of eternal, intelligent, obedient elements; The uses
for which worlds are called into existence; the manner in which they are
controlled; and the laws of progression by which all begins and animate things
are perfected and glorified in their respective spheres."
—Sarah M.
Kimball (National Council of Women, Metzerott's Music Hall, Washington DC,
February 21, 1895)
*Published at Rational Faiths on Tuesday, April 18, 2017
